parallel and intersection

parallel

when you got everything in parallel

there will no meeting point

like the lines and angles that we studied in maths

intersection

so that's why

sometimes you can see the phenomena

where

God unites a person with someone that appears differently from his or her features

in order to make the union of  these two person

completing to each other

he is there to support your lack

and

you are there to support his lack

and everything goes perfectly and happily ever after

identity disorder

beauty might be a murderer

when people dare to do anything for self-satisfaction

it's pity for those who burns a hole in their pocket

just to gain beauty

when instead beauty can be portrayed in many ways

pretty outside doesn't reflect you any smarter or any kinder

but pretty inside reflects your pure heart

the best is to be pretty at both sides

dare to be remarkable

life

4 words full of definition

feeling like fainting

           

there goes my lappy :'(

i was extremely sad

that my youngest brother that i used to pamper all the times

had thrown my lappy and thrashed it down

causing it to be fully broken 

i am frustrated, angry, sad

i just dont know how to describe

they are all mixed together into a strange feeling

i refused to talk to anyone and acted not as cheerful as before

somehow i felt so heartkilling thinking of the consequences

that i might not be able to search every single debate fact to the fullest 

since i have to borrow anyone's,

and might not be able to have a comfort zone of surfing for the FRISIS thinggy,

and might not be able to onlining, watching horror midnight movies with family :P

etcetc

if life was a remote,

i would pause the moment and take the precautious steps,

i would rewind the throwing act and smashed Danial's head

before anything bad happens,

i would fast forward the time so that i could skip the tragedy.

what a miserable life :(

gong xi fa cai

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR , people.

yours sincerely,

XOXO sheha

rule of a relationship

i love to talk about love

simply because love is the reason for us to happy,

and love is the reason for us to cry,

and love is the reason for us to sacrifice.

that's why love makes the world turns upside down.

i am a good listener and yet a good counselor 

i heard lots of love stories even my mum's

and hers is the most unique after all.

it is an awkward moment when you get back to your past

where history books are now re-opened

when every single stories are now reminisced

but she can do nothing for the helpless love

the love that first spotted in her heart

maybe the characters in this love story was not good

at timing,

just too early or too late,

or maybe,

that they are simply not fated together.

lots of assumptions, here.

nevermind,

so, why looking back?

there's no point of holding an undefined future

the least and the most you can do is

keep all the memories as memories that only you know how much that costs in your life.

that's why, there is no accurate definition on love even in the wikipedia

because everyone has their own version to define love based on their experiences.

my mum has the love of hers in the past and the love of hers in the present and future.

so now, think and decide.

i wonder if,

 #just wondering :/

imagine people, imagine

dreaming enhances your brain's efficiency

imagine about your future,

they relate your spirit along.

and now,

there you go,

it gives you inspiration.

imagine deeper about your future personality, 

they tell you how to attract people politely and better.

and now,

there you go,

it gives you a better way to socialize within your circle.

imagine about your wannabe futuristic lover,

they tell you about guys' features.

and now,

there you go,

it gives you the freedom of choice and self realisation about how you could fix your partner.

so, generate your idea.

check and balance

sometimes life would be awesome

and sometimes they crap

but what's wrong at fighting for happiness

when everybody agrees with a happy ending

it's now a check and balance

when you sacrifice something for someone's happiness

because you believe that 

the happiness you spread to others

would one day repay you better than tht

procrastinate

i like this kind of positive thinking.

but that ruins me even further .

keep on going with the homework,

it seemed lifeless,

but that's life

procrastination is always the thief of time.

memories

 

im growing up

the memories are filling the blanks in my mind

and the time flies flawlessly without our concern

reminiscing the times when 

i used to cry everytime going back to school 

i used to complain with the unconvenience in school

i used to be childish and 'mengada'

i used to make my friends laughing rolling on the floor

i used to burn the midnight oil since im going to sit for my PMR

and now

im getting 16

big enough to get the maturity in life

for a bigger responsibility and obligations

may 2013 brings lots of properity and joy throughout the year

sorry for the late post,

but yeah

better late than never :D

an unexpected heart

 

heart voice is something hard to trace

she loves you but she is not going to show that

and he seems to like you but the truth is that he is toying your heart

everything is totally complicated

and that what makes people phobia of getting in love

face the fact.

if you are meant to be with him, he will be there for you

even there are billion of people living in the old worn out earth

and if you are not meant to be with him

you will never get him

even there's only both of you staying in the fresh living earth

stay cool and classy

dont desperate for puppy love

it such a waste